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i'm bored and have nothing else to do
15 December 2005, 22:46
There are times in someoness life when everything seems really clear and things just fall into place. I don't think this is one of those times for me. Lately things have just been a bit strange. School started a couple of weeks ago and still it feels like sembreak. I guess that isn't all that unusual, to feel this weird. But for me, it does. I've never been the type to just let life take me wherever it should go. Kind of like being a free spirit. Anyone who knows me enough knows that I am probably the most uptight person in the entire world. Okay, so maybe that's not something to be proud of. But I'm just the type who likes everything to be in order and things to be organized. It's just easier that way. You get to see things more clearly and you're more able to figure out what to do when things are laid down in front of you. I can be pretty neurotic when I want to be and I tend to want to be that person quite a lot. I wish I could stop and just let go, but I can't. I'm just not the type of person to do that. I wish I was though.
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